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Monday, October 19, 2009 { 1:12 AM }

i have moved from babes.

to tumblr.

find me=)

Friday, October 16, 2009 { 10:58 PM }

okeyh, i decided not to hibernate for 2 month thogh. hah! Farahin is right, i might just update my wordpress since i update my blogger. huhu! Today was bleak. Nothing more interesting other than me being the only Preu2 guy @ the assembly. yup, literaly.then came the heroes. everyone else came in late but i can't blame them. school = crap. the first teacher to enter class was at 9:30. how big is that gap u see.....three more days left. D:Saw Ust Rozana while me,bhy & jaf were exiting from school. ouh, will Ust Raihanah told her our performance for our prelims? Ouch. Ustzah Rai was threatening to pinch & bite me earlier at class. Being very unsupportive of the prelim papers i guess. but then again i told her the truth. i did not even care about it, made me feel lil bit guilty too after that. Alevels coming soon. time to update my wtime table. still sorting out notes though. can i burn my prelim paper?

thanks for being my friend. bye.

&& Love, my lips are dried. Tell me the truth, do you want it?

Thursday, October 15, 2009 { 3:08 AM }

if they are accepting who i am, then why are they not thinking about the problems and sadness that i need to face. Selfish they are cuz they are gonna happy and fulfilled one day - but not me. why not ? =( God, i need an answer. Right now.

&& jikalau Tuhan tidak akan menguji hambanya jikalau beliau tidak mampu...adakah aku mampu ? adakah aku terlalu kuat untuk menghadapinya?? ya Allah,you showed me signs of your existence...please show me the answer to my Question..Lord, Most Merciful.

They really don't know the heck i am going through.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 { 11:18 PM }

i hate it when this happens. everytime i feel like posting, my ideas are gone. You see earlier in the day, so many wonderful ideas came about. Woke up at two, like seriously .. then Rhy text me whether im free to study together at Woodlands Library. I paused for a while. "WoodLands???" && i was late. like seriously. arrived at six. then another surprise, there were two more guys sitting with 'em . Zakaria was his name, Rody & Rhy's ex-classmate. =_=" why in the world did not Rody told me about this. haiyaa.

Miss my Teriyaki Chicken Ramen the other day D: , i really looked so chubby here..gosh holidays makes me eat more D; when oh when will i buy my slim fits && tank tops...grrr.

picture by: http://thisisunlicensed.blogspot.com/

nowadays, looking at guys in army uniform scares the hell out of me. tsk tsk. i am not the definition of hard and rough. couple of month left. D:

Alevel is around the corner, gonna prepare lah! since i f-ed up on prelims. (remember olevels? i f-ed up on e real thing but study hard for alevels...f) tomorrow after school -straight back home @ Ubi apartment alone to study. usualy i sleep...then there were too many distractions..then its tyme to go back @ Bugis..lerr..aiyo. lol.

school.

boring.

yet i am gonna miss her.

tsk tsk.

btw, i forgot about skydiver today -good. it's usually only for a short while though. today SD sulked .. so cute. *wiggle*

&& i just wanna hold you, touch you
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby
i'm tired of try'na fake through, but there's nothing i can do
boy i can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.*

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 { 11:36 PM }

we were literally paisey-ed by the school. The last thing that i expect is Cikgu Masnia (HOD) -head of department or High On Drugs to inform us that that today there shouldnt be any classes for the preutwoos && friday ain't gonna be our last day. it sucks, big tyme. we were allowed to go home @ 10am && ape lagi?? Merayaapz!

Sushi was on our way though-did not expect that to happen cuz i was planning to go home straight. guys went for some 'action-packed' stuff. lol. Lunch @ Hey Sushi was great! Ramen was superbbb!!! fave-d lar deyh! ;D && the last sushi i had with rody was the best .. oomph!

Then went && explore SCC* huhu! was great -still i dunno why there aren't many people ther O_o nvm, good for us students. "Cotton On" -spent most of our tyme browsing there, the shirts there were cool lah! huhu,gonna goback again to get some new pieces.

**then again recently most of you have been asking. Shall i state that i have no plans of telling anyone. I don't want my life to turn upside-down just yet. && i am afraid that by talking to much -i might just spill the beans. Nope, && i am trying to contain it =S && i afraid, i am trying to change but i am not going anywhere. seriously, them been accepting me for who i am. quite a shock though cuz i don't want this to happen D: being in the isolated class within the society is unbearable. But when will this end?? Oooh life in misery. I wish i could choose D: && i think this will explain the situation .. kinda..a foggy picture... these lines explains-

&& i just wanna hold you, touch you
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby
i'm tired of try'na fake through, but there's nothing i can do
boy i can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.*

*Having A Typical Emotional Upset

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Well, gotta say thanks to my cuzzie Suhairi for uploading this nostalgic pic of us cousins taken years ago. lol. Wish my Body was still underweight though -_-" that's me -top right. well, that is all for today *yawns*

Labels: credits to deviantarttists. Hover pic to view them., cuzzie, sushi

{ 3:07 AM }

are they starting to accept who i am? i am afraid. i thought there is still hope for change. i am 18 this year- Sadly, foggy days = foggy hopes. && school -ain't doing good either. mercy on me.

Sunday, October 11, 2009 { 5:11 PM }

what a day with the trio

heh, loved 'em

thanks for the pic Mimi

then again my mom spoiled my plans to go out with my BabySistar Faziluhh

one werd _wth! she'll be back @ Malaysia tomorrow lah =_=

oh common, where are my classmates? they are not studying do they? geez. && today nothing happened except for 'joker' suddenly appeared on my taggyboard. what the hell? tagging n leaving without mentioning your name is a coward or should i say gay atitude?? O_o

tried to locate joker but could not find him, onny thing i noe s using starhub's maxon9. =_="

Been talking long hours at night for a while now. for some reasons. again, skydiver is still a mystery, i don't like talking about skydiver, cause i am missing too much,

You see, when you read my post mind you that most of the time i am lyric driven. But i don't lie, i write what my emotions tell me, && what i think of writing or so. Peehnat lah dgn org2 ni sume. stoopid attitude.

Tuesday school reopen (applicable to preu2s onny) lol!4 days left at school, n i didn't do well for prelims -purposely. this tyme, my motivation went down e drain. No convo for me i tell u, Alevels coming n i should be seriously go panic like hell.

been bloghopping till i found this site : http://thisisunlicensed.blogspot.com/

OMG, i wanna wear all of em, buy for me puhlease!

gooTta reach size zero

for these kinds of slim fits D:

ok bye, my next post gonna be a Long one i promise. Bye!

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